Refreshed…

Summing up life in 2008

Bombay terrorist Attacks

Brida by  Paulo Coelho

The worst financial crisis of the decade – its upshots

Veronica decides to die by  Paulo Coelho

Satyam fiasco

Ramsena and the…campaign

And, then.. Slumdog Millioinaire

The list is long. All these could have been posts of this blog..  but, change is there everywhere.. in my interests, perceptions,  responsibilities and preferences too.   I’ve been writing everyday… but not here in this blog.. Wanted to update it, my first space online, with happenings of life and my interests..

Coming to the list again… summing up life in 2008 – I avoided deliberately.., the first thing stuck in mind was… Raju’s death…

Colleagues for just 3 or 4 months, we did not interact much.. Still, the way his life ceased…  made an impression.. even today, when I see a baby girl, our last conversation about his daughter’s first year birthday plans – come to my mind. An sms.. related to his sudden illness is still there in my mobile..I have not deleted it.. till now..

In this week, about 4 days back, strangely.. when I opened my gmail..(not gtalk) in the chat window, raju_narsingoji@……….com (the only id of him I have.. to which I sent my sister’s wedding invitation which took place on March 2nd of 2008) … was the only id appeared..  the entire list was filled with only one id.. but, multiple times.. scrolled the cursor up and down.. no other id was there.. I just did not care.. and refreshed the page… and, then it was normal. Then, it happened for the second time in this week – yesterday… as usual, I refreshed the page.. and then it was normal…. Suddenly I thought, let me check once..why did it happen..?   I  scrolled down.. to my surprise.. his id was not at all there in the list… I checked it again.. and again.. but, the result was same..

Probably, a technical issue.. which I  do not understand.. but, I felt strange..

Will stop here.. my mind is filled with questions… about life and death and life after death..

Will continue… with other things…